The Development of Anthesis
Anthesis and Basin were originally conceived as the same composition, but as the sketch developed, they divided into two projects. In retrospect, I realized that this division occurred in tandem with the birth of my daughter. It was as if the paintings also arrived through a form of cell division from an initial ‘zygote’ sketch.
The meaning of Anthesis: ‘the action or period of opening of a flower’.
Ideation for the Large-Scale Project
Wanting to do a large-scale version on this theme, I returned to the sketch book with the idea of fashioning it into a horizontal composition. I had recently been on an airplane flight and took a series of experimental photographs from the window. I used the panorama feature and tilted the camera. This exaggerated the curved horizon of the earth. I was contemplating on the sphere; as both seeds and planets, and thought by exaggerating the horizon it might remind the viewer of the spherical shape of planet, and help tie the two together.
Figure/Landscape ‘Cell Division’
Scanning the drawing into Photoshop, I began experimenting with the figure/landscape relationship. I retrieved a reference of a quarry and noticed the way it appeared like a spiraling canyon into the earth. I tried extending that spiral so it would further spread throughout the landscape. Finally, I attempted to carve the whole matter out, forming a massive circular abyss.
While I liked these new developments in the landscape, I was finding the surroundings increasingly separate from the figure. It felt as if the landscape wanted to be its own creation. Thus, I decided to divide the concept into two projects: The curved horizon landscape became ‘Basin’ and the figurative version ‘Anthesis’.
Original Anthesis Variant
I attempted to have the composition revolve around the pregnant belly/sphere, but ultimately decided against this variation. My vision was to embed and suggest the elements of birth rather than to directly symbolize it.
Rebalanced Composition/Final Prototype
My original plan was to make the piece more widely horizontal, but finding a way to balance the composition became problematic. Thus, I shifted the figure to the left and cropped in on the side. I was experiencing a lot of pressure to finish the painting in time for my first showing at IX, so decided to move forward to the final painting. In hindsight, I wish more time was spent refining the figure. I left too much unresolved, particularly regarding the legs. Having to problem-solve this in the actual painting turned out to be a giant problem.
Beginning the Environment
My plan was to begin working on the environment before getting to the figure. Usually this is a sound approach, but in hindsight I wish I had done the reverse. Because I was in such a time crunch towards the end of the project, I needed to execute the most important areas of the painting in haste.
Painting the Hand
I painted the hand along with the environment because in this area it is particularly important to achieve wet-into-wet blending of edgework. Certain effects in oil painting can only be achieved while the paint is still elastic, making it critical to plan accordingly.
Painting the Head
This demonstrates how the paint is first applied in distinct ‘tiles’ and then softened along the axes of the form.
After painting this initial pass, it became apparent that the legs weren’t working anatomically. I was trying to fold the legs to echo the spiraling rhythms of the composition. But, in doing so, I bent some anatomical rules too far. With little time left to finish the painting, I scrambled to correct this.
Another issue added to the challenge. Because classes were scheduled to soon begin, I also needed to move the painting out of the large studio into a smaller studio space. This took away the ability to back up from the painting and gain necessary perspective.
I repainted the legs in a frenzy. While I thought it improved some of the anatomical issues, I also felt these changes disrupted its compositional flow. I wasn’t satisfied by the outcome, but it was too late to make any additional changes.
Unending leg corrections
Sucked into a vortex where nothing looked quite right, I sanded down the painting, re-transferred it, and repainted the legs—not one but two more times. The previous two versions can be seen as ghosted images (where it was sanded down), before being covered up.
The Final Painting
There is still one *final* leg variation (that extends down more vertically) that I might experiment with, and perhaps get sucked back into the black hole of perfectionism.